Saying goodbye isn’t the hard part, it’s what we leave behind that’s tough.
You never leave someone behind, you take a part of them with you and leave a part of yourself behind.
"Goodbyes are not forever.
Goodbyes are not the end.
They simply mean I'll miss you
Until we meet again!"
True, isn't it. We always hold back that moment when your love comes back with that smile which is just more than enough to make your day.
25 days passed away without seeing him. Waited to just sit besides, hold his hand and tell him that you are truly special to me. Those twinkling eyes, waiting at the depot searching for my autorikshaw an shouting on me for being late as usual was still the very second when he got his first look on me.
We had 1 week in our hand to spend and i wanted to live it completely with him. Just a week and then he was getting transferred. No doubt that it was his work, but at the end of the day what was really bothering me was he will not be there with me here.
We watched movies, boozed off completely, had lavish food, donuts, McDonald, shopping, haircut, sodas, ice-creams, coffee, his hair cut, plans for the future, fights and then his way of making me laugh just for non reason, that merging of fingers in each others hand and just feeling that togetherness and completeness, looking good to get his compliments everyday and everything which i wanted to live for last few days.
Finally it was his time of departure. Even after knowing it is his work, and also being practical enough to accept that, i wanted him to stay back anyhow. Was praying to get his ticket cancelled and what not, but then good times have some seeds of departure. So this was it. Went on to say him a goodbye with a big broad smile and hugged him tightly and there busted my tears like never before.
8.05 a.m was his train. couldn't sleep that night. As his departure time was getting near my heartbeats was just beating faster. Finally he have left and in the train right now. M sure he will come back soon and my journey towards this distance have just began.
Lot more feelings and thought to come in words.
Till then not so far but a small goodbye..!!!!:)
You never leave someone behind, you take a part of them with you and leave a part of yourself behind.
"Goodbyes are not forever.
Goodbyes are not the end.
They simply mean I'll miss you
Until we meet again!"
True, isn't it. We always hold back that moment when your love comes back with that smile which is just more than enough to make your day.
25 days passed away without seeing him. Waited to just sit besides, hold his hand and tell him that you are truly special to me. Those twinkling eyes, waiting at the depot searching for my autorikshaw an shouting on me for being late as usual was still the very second when he got his first look on me.
We had 1 week in our hand to spend and i wanted to live it completely with him. Just a week and then he was getting transferred. No doubt that it was his work, but at the end of the day what was really bothering me was he will not be there with me here.
We watched movies, boozed off completely, had lavish food, donuts, McDonald, shopping, haircut, sodas, ice-creams, coffee, his hair cut, plans for the future, fights and then his way of making me laugh just for non reason, that merging of fingers in each others hand and just feeling that togetherness and completeness, looking good to get his compliments everyday and everything which i wanted to live for last few days.
Finally it was his time of departure. Even after knowing it is his work, and also being practical enough to accept that, i wanted him to stay back anyhow. Was praying to get his ticket cancelled and what not, but then good times have some seeds of departure. So this was it. Went on to say him a goodbye with a big broad smile and hugged him tightly and there busted my tears like never before.
8.05 a.m was his train. couldn't sleep that night. As his departure time was getting near my heartbeats was just beating faster. Finally he have left and in the train right now. M sure he will come back soon and my journey towards this distance have just began.
Lot more feelings and thought to come in words.
Till then not so far but a small goodbye..!!!!:)
