The following is an article written by aniket ,it is a last letter written by a bf to his gf, also the characters used in the article are imaginative and do not intend to hurt or abuse any one's privacy:
Dear shoona,
Its been 12 months 14 days and we haven't spoken ,u must be happy reading this that finally i learned to count things ,by the time you get this letter i'll be far from you ,i know immediately what you want to ask "where and why" but there is no answer to this .My heart is still filled with love for you but my lungs are filled with carbon molecules which are multiplying and venting life out of me ,yes dear i am suffering from lung cancer ,and its in the final stage the doctor chic says the probability of survival is low.
you always said that i forget things but trust me i never,i just missed the chance of reviving them on time . I know we can go on a battle where you could quote examples where i forgot things ,but you never forget dear ,u remembered my birthday ,my entire families birthday ,u remember the party that we had in the bus ,where all of sudden u remember that it was the same day when we met ,it was 22 September where an angel smiled and you came in my life, i still remember , u wearing the typical hot punjabi dress and giving me those looks .The minute i looked at you i knew it was you . You remember that picnic where we first started talking ?? I still remember your face reading the signs in marathi (been a non-maharastrain) and how puzzled you were ,then we started to talk and talk .
You always wanted me to quit smoking but i could not ,even threatened to leave me ,but still i didn't listen ,let these things be apart .Do you remember the rainy night at our college campus where i was playing basketball and broke my leg ,how caring you were ,i still dint get why you were crying and crying. I still remember talking to you the whole night on sms because your hitler was around. Trust me i still remember how caring you were .i wish everyday my leg broke and i could get those messages again . We were friends till then ,and then our friendship grew from call to chat and then meeting ,u remember that shivaji park ka katta where we used to meet ,then the seashore where with every setting sun i could see the rising love for me .We both knew that we loved each other but never expressed it .It was the eve of 21st January when u met with an accident that you realized how much i loved you ,when you were down with coma. i was holding your hand till doctors threw me out ,when u lost your beats for that 5 minutes i thought the world had stop ,trust me i lost my life ,and then u were back..what a relief ,i remember the whole night i was sitting outside the ICU, and the next morning you opened your eyes ,i just felt like i touched heaven .
Our first romantic date which turnout to be disater ,i had planned so many things for you ,and we had a power failure ,but you were not upset ,you were just smiling accepted things as they come. I had arranged for a spot light for you ,but thanks to power failure ,i got glimse of you in candle light , you were looking awesome ,i had planned for chinese authetic food but thanks to rains the delivery guy din come and we had the road side pani puri ,more than eating the pani puri i busy watching each puri that was busting in your mouth how cute that was. It was a complete popat for me ,but u dint let it happen ,thanks for that. After that we had your favorite falooda. Our worlds united ,for me every moment was like a life time ,belonging to separated family i never got so much of love.
I felt so lucky and excited. I never liked to attend lectures but did them just because of you and parvati mam ,i still dint get why u always fought with me whenever parvati mam asked me a questions , i agree i was flat on her ,but still yaar ..... she was my crush i agree on same but you were my love ,i use to be always happy that i manage to get those 35 marks in all subject and you always cried inspite of getting a distinction .You remember you sliting your vein when i just took a snap with ravina ? You were so stupid i was for you only .i still remember it was your hand that was slit and the tears were from my eyes .That was the day i realised how much u loved me ,i think i was unlucky that i let you go from my life .
You warned me several times but i busy in my life filled with hallucinations,and when these hallucination break they teared me apart ,the day when u left, for me for me timed paused ,i still have all your memories intact in my heart ,thanks for everything that you did for me ,i know by this time you must be married i dont want to disturb your life but just wanna say bye ,but my bye come down to about 458 words ,insha allah and god bless you .
