While gossip among women is universally ridiculed as low and trivial, gossip among men, especially if it is about women, is called theory, or idea, or fact.
We have a double standard, which is to say, a man can show how much he cares by being violent -- see, he's jealous, he cares -- a woman shows how much she cares by how much she's willing to be hurt; by how much she will take; how much she will endure.
A Story is here leaving a question mark what to call a women as?
An MBA graduate called "Aditya" was passing through a dark corner & saw someone, whom the society considers as anti -social that is a prostitute. Not with the intention to satisfy his hasty physical needs but just to understand what the true story behind that darkness is.
After meeting her, she first very firmly said 5000 rs per night and no bargain would not be entertained. They went to her cheap motel costing 500 rs per night, quite cheap as compared to our hotel’s. They went in, she switched on the lights, she behaved in an accustomed manner which revealed that she was very use to this place. She went to wash room and came back and asked “naam ..”? he said aditya, “toh tum kya karte ho” he replied “kuch nahi abhi MBA ki padhai kar raha hunn”,she sarcastically smiled and said “saale tum log itna padke kya karo ge..?” and even he smiled. On a more serious note she asked “ do u have a condom” he replied “no”,she said “mere pass hain iska bhi paisa lagega” he agreed, she slept on the bed and asked “yahan se shuruvat kare yaa koi naya style chaiye?" He was quite amazed but told his intention to her ,she starred at him for while ,she asked him whether he is news reporter, she was earlier visited by a news reporter from some channel. She asked him “paisa toh dega na ??” he assured her for the same. He asked her “do u smoke?” she said “fukat ka ho toh kuch bhi chalega!!!"
Then after a few smoke he asked her where do u stay? Were you one of those who flew for Kanpur or distant village in hope of good job and landed here ? she smiled and said “har ek ki story same nahi hoti” . He wondered and asked her so what happened with u ? she started narrating her darker flashback.
She earlier resided in vidharba (maharastra). She had parents and 2 sisters and a brother. She was okay with academics but always hated maths (like i do ),she failed twice in her 7th standard. When she failed for the 2nd time, she met dhotu,a guy from a near by village ,and the instant hormonal glush happened and they were in love. They used to bunk school and meet behind the vitthal temple in the village , dhotu never told her where he originally belonged to and she without asking the same was in love as said love is blind.
One day dhotu asked her whether she would accompany him to mela. She didnt think for moment and agreed to him. Next morning she left home and told her mother that shivbai who is her friends mother is ill and so while coming back home she will visit and so she would be late, her mom said okay but warned her not to be late. She left home as decided they met near the temple ,he also came ,for the first time he hugged her ,she felt very weird but pretended to enjoy it ,later they started walking in the fields ,walking, hugging and kissing each other. After walking for about an hour she got tired , and so they decided to wait near the tree and then start again. They sat near a tree, she was exhausted and so decided to have a quick nap. Dhotu on the other hand seem to be restless. As soon she closed her eyes she felt dhotu's hand on her stomach ,his shivering hand started to move upwards. For first time she felt great and enjoyed it, getting no obstruction for him. He was quick to undress himself and her ,for the first time she could feel the heat of his body and enjoyed the it. After he was done she started to dress herself ,both felt extremely close ,by this time it was evening so they canceled the mela and went home, next day she went to school, met dhotu hugged him. Every time dhotu carried a condom with him and pretended that he was not prepared for sex. They regularly got into the habit of mela, he tried every possible way of position to enjoy. After a while he told her that i cant live without you, and so proposed her for marriage. She very happily agreed and planned to flunk out of the village, and so did they. She remembers the last time she saw her family. With dhotu's firm hand she got into the train and landed into Mumbai, where dhotu said he had uncle who would help them.
At night she went with him at his uncle's place in grant road. She was amazed to travel in the train, finally they reached a chawl. Dhotu introduced me to his uncle , he said we can stay at his place. Finally i had achieved what i and dhotu imagined of. That night dhotu slept next to me, we were up the whole night. Next morning his uncle gave us tea and biscuit, dhotu said he would be back in an hour from market and asked me not to go anywhere. He left ,i took a bath and suddenly noticed some one opening the door , i quickly dressed myself and saw his uncle calling me. I went, he said “can i have water?”, i gave him water and sat in one of the corner of the house. His uncle was smoking, suddenly i smelled the smoke near to me, i opened my eyes and found him standing behind me. I got scared ,he asked me where are you from? I told him my entire story, he wondered and smiling went away. By this time it was afternoon, dhotu returned with vada pav, i had one and my tummy was almost full. We slept for while and then got up , dhotu said he would show me the city, i went with him. We enjoyed the entire safari, indeed it was a safari for me because i had never seen a city ,it was nice experience.
It was dark when we decided to return ,when we returned i saw dhotu feeling weak on his knees, i asked him the reason and before he could answer i saw the reason behind it. It was his parents in front of him. His mother slapped me ,his father slapped him. (Her face from being stoic became a cute smiled one every time she took dhotu’s name.)
To Aditya's surprise, suddenly they heard a knock on the door, they were pulled back from the flash back ,she said "rukho" and asked him to go in the bathroom, it was full of condom packets, some used and some unused one’s. To his biggest horror it was the police, a havaldar came and pulled him out of that bathroom. For the first time aditya sat in a police van ,for all the wrong reason. Because of the wind he couldn’t hear what the prostitute was talking to police inspector ,after a few miles the van stopped, like a typical bollywood scene. Aditya was asked to get down and he thought it was his shoot out, but to his surprise she was smiling ,she got down and the jeep went. Aditya was personally shocked and asked her, kya huaa? She said “kuch nahi saala behen ka takka mera purana client hain .” Aditya was scared, he looked both the direction couldn’t see any one, she asked “faat gayi kya? " he said "nahi", she said “thobde pe phir bara kyu bajje hain??” and started laughing. After walking a few miles aditya saw a bus coming, he waved to it ,it stopped they got in, he asked the conductor to give two tickets to last stop(indeed he didnt knew the last stop). He asked him “kitna time hain " he said “bahut hain". We sat on the last seat, she was next to him. The journey was long and so she felt asleep on his shoulder holding his hand. While she was sleeping, aditya could still see the innocence that this world had taken away on her emotionless face. They reached the destination it was "Arrey milk colony(mumbai)”, she woke up ,she said "abhi yahan see??" He said we'll go to worli sea face, she said ok.
They took a rickshaw and started ,he asked her “phir kya huua”, she said "mujhe laga itne mein hi pak gaya tu.....!" and laughed. She started ,after that incident she didnt knew where to go, so started walking towards no direction for her life, her dreams were washed in seconds ,finally reached charni road station , i was alone on the station, could see no one, suddenly train came and people got down two ladies sat on my bench ,one of them asked “churchgate chi fast train geli” i nodded, i decided to have nap because i was too hungry ,i tried to sleep but didnt get any so decided to go out of the station. I was loitering around, saw two guys eating some thing and throw , i was quick to run and pick it, it was really tasty, the guys saw the same and one of them asked “bhuk lagee hain ”,i said yes he gave me more of it. He sat next me, the guy got me water, i thought so and drank quickly ,it was not. It was “daru”(alcohol). I started to feel sleepy ,i dont know what happened ahead, but when i woke up, i was in a house on a bed and was bleeding profusely, i was been raped there.
After saying this her face lit up with anger, she in angry tone started speaking, i got up but found the door locked, i couldn’t do any thing it was paining horribly but after a while the bleeding stopped and pain too ,i suddenly heard a noise of opening the door it was indeed the same guy ,i told ,cried please let me go, i begged him in the name of lord, but his hasty lust had taken him over , he said r u hungry? I said yes, he said “ kapde uttar toh hi khana milega” i started crying and begging but he didnt turn. People say we do this for money but i did that for food , everytime he slept with me it use to pain horribly he tried every position daily ,this continued for about a ten days, now i was used to this but helplessly could not do anything, on last day he asked me to come with him and he sold me to munni bai in grant road ,then this body became just a instrument to earn food and money , i came to this city to earn love but sold my body, i paid a very heavy price."
Aditya was really shocked to see the real face of this society, he went near her and asked her did u call up ur parents .she said “no” , He was shocked and ask her , don’t u remember them ? she said “yahaan har raat mera pati badalta hain ,maa baap toh ghaanta yaadd rakungee”.It was now morning he paid her 5000 and dropped her at grant road station.
What a women can hide in her mind and still give a smile, indeed women's mind is like an ocean, it has many things in it ,people say love is great and it will make your life prosper , but there are many who loose their everything for love. What will you call this?
Is this women weak or strong?
