A new feeling

I was stuck to it for months and years. But not now. I dont know what changed in me. I want to rejoice this moment of realization of being free and independent. I don't have the baggage of how the other person will think if i do something wiered. Its so freeking awesome to know that i have got back my wings and m upto fly. With no directions ahead but it has to be made.

I want to be just myself without pretending that m fine or happy. I will not be compromising any of my wishes just to make it special. I can walk and dance and live my life on my terms and conditions. There is no emotional trauma or baggage which m going to carry and just be as carefree as possible.

There is not going to be any lying to anybody about anything. No expectations and no restrictions. Do what so ever i ever want to do and roam with anybody as its not going to be anybody's business now. Look good to flaunt it and feel good about myself and not to impress anybody. No freaking compromises of sleeps for those stupid talks and have a fresh morning all together.

Focus more on present things then thinking of moments which are not going to be back together. I need to take care of myself to be independent and practical about the whole idea of life. M going to take decision for my life and nobody else. No bossing around and no domination. Have as many eye contacts as possible and look around for those eye candies and nobody will even stop you to do that.lol.

This is a new feeling which m enjoying it and wants to enjoy it as much as possible...!!